However, people who have known me for the better part of my adult life understand exactly why a cheap fridge, economy model, no added extras, is a thrill for me; why simply having a shelf to divide the freezer compartment in two is a huge deal. When you have lived in as many dumps, dives, tenements and church manses, (which are sometimes interchangeable with the first 3 types of housing listed) as we have over the past 50 years, a refrigerator that arrives with the packing tape still wrapped around the doors, a refrigerator that is new and clean and has never before been used by anyone other than myself is an amazing blessing indeed.
We have lived in places with carpets so old they were not only fraying at the edges, but had huge spots of rust, animal defecation stains and open holes in the centre of them. We have had stoves that only had one out of four burners that worked, ovens that allowed us to play the "let's guess what temperature I am actually set at" game, dishwashers that didn't have access to sufficient water pressure to clean the dishes and had to be abandoned, mouse infestations, cockroach infestations, moth infestations, buckling linoleum, holes in the walls, broken kitchen cabinet doors and handles, chronically leaking pipes, rusted out sinks, stained cracked toilets, torn curtains, shattered window blinds, broken windows and tub faucets, torn siding and roof shingles, missing eavestroughs, counter tops that were so stained that no amount of bleach or scrubbing would clean them properly, furnace ducts filled with all manner of things people had dropped down into them in, those things catching and hanging onto huge batts of dust, dangerously broken wooden steps and decking, rusted out clothes washers and a dryer that gave us electric shocks upon using due to electrical insulation problems in the house, and my favourite of all....a connecting passageway between a manse and our church that had a giant hole in the roof where the rain fell through in such huge gushing torrents and the snow formed such deep drifts under that hole that we had to wear our coats, hoods up,and boots to race through the passageway between the buildings, (even a shovel needed to be used on occasion to clear the way), if we had some good reason not to take the long way around the outside of both buildings. Most all of these places were considered acceptable accommodation for us either due to chronic illness induced financial issues making rent next to impossible to come up with for any better sort of accommodation, or "in the name of ministry", which made those places a lot easier to take.
This list is NOT a complaints list, we made the best of each place and we did have a break for a few years after we built our own house before illness struck again. We are quite good at making the best of such situations and have become fairly skillful at it, thankfully. This post is simply a statement of facts to explain why I am so apparently unreasonably ecstatic with yesterday's delivery to our kitchen.
Yeah....a brand new fridge, no matter how basic it may be, IS a huge thrill for me and I don't mind admitting it. I am DELIGHTED to have it and am grateful, grateful, grateful!! I know most of you who have known me over the past few decades totally understand. And may the rest of you never, Lord willing, experience reasons of your own to understand. Amen!


























